Deeply wounded emotional anatomy: Trapped behind self protecting walls of “I don’t care”, because “to care” hurts too much by triggered primal painful screams which cannot find peace and so protects itself all the more by shaping impenetrable walls of, “Unfair, I don’t care” rage and blame for self and others.
Because “It’s not my fault” brings momentary relief from habits of frustrated, guilt, shame, rage, despair, suicidal violent impotent meaninglessness and sometimes, holds out hope for a cure, only to be disappointed again. Whispers attempt to persuade us to “give up” and “die”.
Here is our prison. Approached by others who try to care, wounded hearts are rarely satisfied by others efforts, disappointed expectations feel hopelessly abandoned. Angry frustration atmosphere fills the room and surrounds any influence for legacy, freedom, love or peace until impossible bitterness silences any effort and becomes the way of life for those still unaware.
Essential to healthy human life, Personal Significance inspires our efforts to restore meaning and purpose back into the core of our story. Wrestling visions in tug of war for the story of our life finds hope in helping others develop skills not pills, understanding navigation, for the future of freedom.
“Forgive them for they know not what they do” invites some to new thinking which offers a brand new heart and hope of vision from Heaven. My psychobabble flying lessons may also fail to offer consistent hope and brings us back to this same place futile despairing again. “Gratitude reboots the Machine.”
Your personal story makes a difference. Overwhelming suffering struggle confusion despair becomes significant as legacy for courageous contribution to the future of freedom to choose, strength to face the impossible.
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